New purpose

I'm falling down into the same trap. Which is for many many times I thought money is the only one. Where am I right now. Just think about money is not making you grown up. You're still here on the same condition, scarcity. I know it's still in Allah's decree. But it's not my point. I referred to self-contentment. Self-satisfaction. The thing that I shoup put on my purpose to achieve. And now I get it. The core is not about material things, yet it's nothing other than valuable things. 

I had stopped being over thought about money. From now on I change my perspective on it, which I really pursue how do I get more valuable, giving a lot of benefits in this life, either for my family and others generally. How can I deliver a ton of values so that I can achieve the quality of life. I believed that money would follow you if you put yourself in the prestigious position, it's exactly be more valuable for people's life. 

The things that I want to pursue to be good. 

English teacher, soft daee, public speaker, sales person, communication, Arabic, being a good son for may parents, being good also for my siblings and people generally, traveler, a good father and husband. 

I'd promised, from tomorrow I'd just like to focus on some higher things other than money. I'm done with it. I'm burnt out. 

I should really focus on how do I become a helper for people who wants to improve their English skill, how to love myself abundantly. How to trust myself independently. How do I be a good to Allah. How do I stop complaining in the hardship. How do I serve my mom and my family. 

I'm done with money. I'm done with money. I just want to help people. I would come along with mission to help people achieve what they want. I really want to make people easy and strengthen them to accomplish what they desire for. 

I'm doing what I love then love people as much as possible as I can. 

Keep Being grateful at whatever condition that you're in. Sometimes life is really hard but not for forever. If you want to compare how much hardship did get through with how much ease did you get, of course it's not coming close to comparable. 

Self-affirmative

I'm grateful to Allah for all the things he had given to me. I thank to Allah for water, food, air, humble abode place to live, eemaan, healthy and alive. I'm grateful to Allah even until now I'm still survived. I'm grateful to Allah I still can do my fasting in the month of Ramadan. I would thankful to Allah He had provided me food for breaking fast as free. I'm thankful to Allah knowing that I still have connection with some friends. I'm grateful to Allah He kept my parents protect them in good care. I grateful to Allah for Phone and Internet access because these things help me out a lot especially in learning. I'm grateful to Allah for some ayah of the quran that I had memorized. I'm grateful to Allah I'm still passionate to figure out and learn how to improve myself. I really thank to Allah for character and self-uniqness, these exactly separate me from what others have. 

I'm worthy of love and belonging. I'm fully compassionate upon people. I love myself the way I am. I respect my decision even sometimes that's gone arbitrary. I deserve to be loved and respected. I'm worthy of acceptance. I'm caring about people. I really want to learn to be better and better again. 

I had promised that I'm not going to blame circumstances. I won't complain about anything what happens. I pull up in complacency. Self-fulfillment. Self-acceptance. 

Currently I landed in a new environment. People are kind of different, they're not in the way that I always expect to be. Basically I got traumatized living in such that environment, especially got bullying when I was in the school, it gets me in the way. But it's ok! I would experience through shaming state. I will accept that I'm not perfect but again I'm worthy of love and belonging. 

Now I don't really care about how should I look like, struggling to beautify your words when you speak up. I'm done. Finish!

I'm imperfect and I really respect myself, whatever what happens, I would accept them

Keep Being Grateful

Alhamdulillah o Allah, for everything You had given to me. Alhamdulillah o Allah for health and life. O Allah I'm grateful, I'm still able to fast for today. O Allah I'm grateful that I still have a humble place to abide. O Allah I really thank to You for water and air you have provided in this life. O Allah I'm grateful knowing my organs still in the well-function. O Allah I'm grateful knowing until right now I still survive. O Allah I'm grateful to You, you're always good and I'm a sinner. O Allah I'm grateful for food that I had consumed in every time I break the fast. O Allah I'm grateful for job and Rp. 20.000 income that I can get in daily. O Allah I'm so thankful to You for all the things that I had accomplished in this life. O Allah I really thank to You for all of kindness, blessings, bounties that I'm not able to count on them. O Allah, make me a good human being, make me a person who give lots of benefits for others, make me a person who have a good career.

Gratitude Can Change Your Attitude

I'm grateful to Allah for everything that He had given to me. I'm grateful to Allah for water, air, the access of Internet, a rent place to abide, bathroom, closet, healthiness, get alive, still having well functional organs of my body, still being trusted by some people around me, relation, knowing that my parents still alive and they are healthy, I still have a chance of fasting in the month of Ramadan, the hand phone so I can seek out the knowledge with it, free4talk to practice my English, I still can go out to the mosque to perform Taraweeh, I can still help out my friend selling some snacks, writing on my blogs, learning the new things, reciting and memorizing quran, getting insight to be more appreciated to Allah, get mindfulness, stop ranting, raving and complaining to Allah, being grateful all the time. I thankful to Allah that I'm still able to have income to fulfill my needs, daily needs. I'm grateful to Allah for all the things I had achieved in this world. 

I pray to Allah hope He increases more blessings and bounties to me, He gets all of my affairs easy so I can get them through. 

O Allah, I accept the reality of Your wills, I believe all the things happen because of You had decreed. O Allah, I'm willing to be the one who can appreciate to You in all time. I also want to be more optimistic, eager, having no gaps to ranting and raving, instead always be happy to dig up what is the best potential of me, how I can really serve and help people, how do I love people more, how do I be more productive more and more. 

Be Grateful In Every Day

I'm so grateful to Allah, it is should be appreciated more knowing that my parents still alive. Alhamdulillah o Allah, I'm still alive and healthy. Alhamdulillah o Allah, I still have a moment of fasting in the month of Ramadan. Alhamdulillah o Allah I'm still have a place to abide. I'm grateful to Allah for every moment that He had given to me. I love Allah. I didn't hate Him. I'm grateful for water and air, I'm grateful for understanding of English while people keep struggling with that. I'm grateful I can write and read. I'm grateful I've got mental health. I'm thankful to Allah for knowledge that I have right now. I'm grateful to Allah for the time and chances that I have. I'm grateful to Allah for having the phone. I thankful to Allah for food that He provides. I'm so grateful to Allah that now I always make some things of gratitude on my note. I'm grateful to Allah for eyes that He had given to me. I'm grateful to Allah for every day knowing that I can survive. I'm thankful to Allah that I'm still eager to make improvement. I thankful to Allah that I'm still willing and really obsessed in memorizing quran. I'm grateful to Allah for everything that He had given to me. I'm grateful to Allah for Rp. 10.000 on my pocket. I'm grateful to Allah for Rp. 20.000 income which I can get every day. I'm grateful to Allah knowing today I was eating food without having charged. I'm grateful to Allah knowing that I still have people around me and they still trust me. I'm grateful to Allah because every day I could step out of my house to go to the mosque to perform Taraweeh. I'm grateful to Allah because finally I quit my boring job which I've been really craving to detach off since along time. I'm so grateful to Allah for the access of Internet, with it I can learn and improve my knowledge. I thankful to Allah for Legs, hand, eyes, nose, teeth, senses, brain, nerve, hearing, seeing, smelling, sniffing, alhamdulillah for everything o Allah. O Allah I'm really thankful to You for every decision upon me, I accepted, I know you have a good plan, I know You love me more than I can think of, or more than I can realize. I believe Your plan is always amazing. Your plan is always out of the box. O Allah, I promise You, I would never complain about anything what happens in my life. I would stop ranting and backbiting, I would be grateful all the time. I would write down grateful list every day. Whenever I feel bad, I would counter with making grateful list. I promise You, I'd rather focus on self-develeping but my core keeps being grateful. Gratitude should be fundamental. 

Being Grateful Tirelessly

I'm grateful to Allah for water and air I can still consume. I'm thankful to Allah for everything that He has given to me. Alhamdulillah for place which I can take it as a rest place. Thank Allah for foods you had provided me, until now I'm still survived. Thank o Allah for my healthiness, I can still do what I should do this life. Thank o Allah for Rp. 20.000 that potentially I can take. I'm grateful to Allah for life and in fact I'm still alive until right now. O Allah thanks for everything that You had given to me. O Allah I'm so grateful, knowing that I'm still able to go to the mosque to perform Taraweeh. O Allah thanks for all the things of the countless blessings and bounties You had granted to my life. O Allah thanks for English Understanding You had given to me, so with that I could learn a lot, especially Lerning my religion. O Allah I'm really thankful to You, in fact that my sights still work and my hearing as well. My legs still in a good function. My hands still in the good function. I'm grateful to Allah for everything that He had given to me. Thank O Allah for clothes which I can take to wear. Thank o Allah for the chance of fasting in the month of Ramadan. O Allah I'm so grateful because I have to count on all of blessings, I can't enumerate them. O Allah I'm grateful to You about all the things You had decreed that it should've been. O Allah I want to thank to You, my life is colorful. O Allah you're The Greatest. You're The All Hearing. You're The All Seing. 

Being Grateful

Alhamdulillah I'm still alive. Tsumma Alhamdulillah I'm still available to access Internet. Alhamdulillah I'm healthy. Alhamdulillah I still have place to abide. Alhamdulillah I'm still fasting in this month of Ramadan. Alhamdulillah I still have water and the air is still available to be inhaled. Alhamdulillah I still have the income Rp. 20.000 a day. Alhamdulillah my sight still works. Alhamdulillah my Legs still in well function. Alhamdulillah my organs and senses still getting well. Alhamdulillah I had paid out the rent house for this month. Alhamdulillah I understand English. Alhamdulillah I'm a straight men. Alhamdulillah for everything had been given to me. Alhamdulillah for the bed so I can lay down thereof. Alhamdulillah for everything had been given to me. Alhamdulillah tsumma alhamdulillah my teeth still works. I'm grateful to Allah, my ears and nose still work. I'm thankful to Allah that my parents still alive. I'm thankful to Allah for clothes I can wear thereof. I'm grateful to Allah for everything had been given to me. I really thank to Allah for everything.