Self-affirmative

I'm grateful to Allah for all the things he had given to me. I thank to Allah for water, food, air, humble abode place to live, eemaan, healthy and alive. I'm grateful to Allah even until now I'm still survived. I'm grateful to Allah I still can do my fasting in the month of Ramadan. I would thankful to Allah He had provided me food for breaking fast as free. I'm thankful to Allah knowing that I still have connection with some friends. I'm grateful to Allah He kept my parents protect them in good care. I grateful to Allah for Phone and Internet access because these things help me out a lot especially in learning. I'm grateful to Allah for some ayah of the quran that I had memorized. I'm grateful to Allah I'm still passionate to figure out and learn how to improve myself. I really thank to Allah for character and self-uniqness, these exactly separate me from what others have. 

I'm worthy of love and belonging. I'm fully compassionate upon people. I love myself the way I am. I respect my decision even sometimes that's gone arbitrary. I deserve to be loved and respected. I'm worthy of acceptance. I'm caring about people. I really want to learn to be better and better again. 

I had promised that I'm not going to blame circumstances. I won't complain about anything what happens. I pull up in complacency. Self-fulfillment. Self-acceptance. 

Currently I landed in a new environment. People are kind of different, they're not in the way that I always expect to be. Basically I got traumatized living in such that environment, especially got bullying when I was in the school, it gets me in the way. But it's ok! I would experience through shaming state. I will accept that I'm not perfect but again I'm worthy of love and belonging. 

Now I don't really care about how should I look like, struggling to beautify your words when you speak up. I'm done. Finish!

I'm imperfect and I really respect myself, whatever what happens, I would accept them