New purpose

I'm falling down into the same trap. Which is for many many times I thought money is the only one. Where am I right now. Just think about money is not making you grown up. You're still here on the same condition, scarcity. I know it's still in Allah's decree. But it's not my point. I referred to self-contentment. Self-satisfaction. The thing that I shoup put on my purpose to achieve. And now I get it. The core is not about material things, yet it's nothing other than valuable things. 

I had stopped being over thought about money. From now on I change my perspective on it, which I really pursue how do I get more valuable, giving a lot of benefits in this life, either for my family and others generally. How can I deliver a ton of values so that I can achieve the quality of life. I believed that money would follow you if you put yourself in the prestigious position, it's exactly be more valuable for people's life. 

The things that I want to pursue to be good. 

English teacher, soft daee, public speaker, sales person, communication, Arabic, being a good son for may parents, being good also for my siblings and people generally, traveler, a good father and husband. 

I'd promised, from tomorrow I'd just like to focus on some higher things other than money. I'm done with it. I'm burnt out. 

I should really focus on how do I become a helper for people who wants to improve their English skill, how to love myself abundantly. How to trust myself independently. How do I be a good to Allah. How do I stop complaining in the hardship. How do I serve my mom and my family. 

I'm done with money. I'm done with money. I just want to help people. I would come along with mission to help people achieve what they want. I really want to make people easy and strengthen them to accomplish what they desire for. 

I'm doing what I love then love people as much as possible as I can. 

Keep Being grateful at whatever condition that you're in. Sometimes life is really hard but not for forever. If you want to compare how much hardship did get through with how much ease did you get, of course it's not coming close to comparable.