I had set up my schedule. I put a lot of activity to be done. Reading quran, general books and Islamic ebooks, exercise, watching podcast. Insya Allah I will start off tomorrow. I'll look up to my journal whenever I feel lost. 

I also put on that list, a time to think about the money, career, my business, basically all the opportunity that I possibly can execute in short term so I can right away just have Income. I pursue to be align with some of my I interests. It's wasteful just focus on money but you don't have any value. I don't want to get back to that hole. I think it's just enough I had suffered in copy shop that I had worked in back then, and now the time to make revolution.

I have watched Hamza Tzortzis, he's really amazing. He got invited by Freshly Grounded, one of Islamic podcast in UK. Hamza Tzortzis had addressed lots of thigs. One of the most important that he come up along with, it Is about being humble when you're giving dawaah. 

He said that people sometimes didn't realize, to ensure people about the existence of Allah, doesn't need to keep sticking up by proving in science. It doesn't mean when you crafted science then you're capable enough to give a huge evidence in order get people amazed and they would accept Islam. 

It is a huge fallacies. Especially in nowadays, people being active on a dawaah but they're not trying to call others in the way which any of best.