IKIGAI (The Reason for Being)

 I'm little bit scared of being unemployed for over two weeks. Since I resigned from my current job, I got a lot of spare time. I always read books and articles, watching motivational videos, learning how to sell, study more about my religion so and so on. But it's still not coping my anxiety. I worried if I can't survive on the rent house I lived in. I'm being over thinker kind of crazy.

I'm so obsessed to generate money online. I learn how to sell on social media, how to make a good copy-writing, how to get more traffics and leads, and how to get more sales and closing. But I don't know, it's kind of feel reluctant when come into practice and implementation. And it's like a bullshit that you're knowledgeable at selling but you're zero at practicality. That's my week.

From now on, I gotta more disciplined, have huge commitment, stick with personal branding. I've decided I want to more dedicate upon motivating, teaching, selling, helping. I'm still looking for how do I combine all this things into Unity. I want to have good career, well get paid, but I don't lose my values.

I learn IKIGAI last night. It's a term from Japanese (The Reason for Being). It consists of :

1. The things what you love
2. The things you're good at
3. The things that pay well
4. The things what world needed

Probably you guys start off to thinking, that all of this, nothing more than sustain your value in this life. For instance, I love helping, but helping itself is not something that you can get paid well. Or might be you love teaching, but it's not what you're good at. Or you may be good at programming but it's not something you love, that could be even worst. That's why I'm trying to integrate all this things until become holistic, dynamic, and align with me as a human being.

If you guys have experience about Ikigai, it feels free to share.